As you discern within your dilemma, the relinquishment of judgment is the release of your entire spectrum of judgment (the favourable through the damaging). Entire forgiveness (the Atonement) is actually a Condition of intellect which reflects Abstract Divine Brain. Wapnick wrote over 30 books, and produced nearly two hundred workshops. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1amb7r2WR1g